The purpose of this page
Hello to everyone reading this. This is a blog page where I will be documenting my daily thoughts. In this chaotic world, I needed a space to share my thought and so the purpose of this page is merely the fact that I want to understand myself and my thinking pattern and come out of this feeling of depression I am feeling. I am a 25 yrs old boy who is going through a phase of emotional unrest and the feeling of helplessness. I don't know what I want to do with my life. The expectations of others feels like such a heavy load that it's almost unbearable to take a this pain. It's feels like I don't belong here. My existence doesn't matters. I have tried seeking help but in the end it feels like I am the only one at fault. I feel guilty of the fact that I exist. Sharing my thoughts with my own name is going to be very difficult so I am choosing a different pen name. I want to overcome this fear of living. I would appreciate if people from all the age groups engage with...